The one

"You finally realised that the girl of your dreams isn't the girl of your heart." The man from the film said. Those words pierced her the rest of the day. She knows she is not the dream girl, she is aware of whom it be. "I hate you. I hate you because I want to love you but I don't." He said. Harsh words. But what does he know about love? She thought. "If loving someone is wanting and liking to be with that person, then yes I do love you." And what is love but that? At first it made her think, but then she perceived, it made sense, what is love but that? What he did not feel anymore was passion, not for her, but an absence of it in every aspect of his current life. It would alter, evolve, develop, she would strongly say. The restless smile drawn on her face did not let the inconvenient laugh echo in the room. "You are a good actress. You are a good person." "Why do you say I'm a good actress?" He paused, she insists, he explains "You hide your feelings in the right moments." "Don't you?" She thinks. And as she is about to express it out loud, he started talking about how he can not lie nor hide nor act, when his speech it self was all that. How he never does anything right. But he does not realise that there beside him is one example of a right he has done, and really good. She aches a little. He destroys everything in him. He stays still, does not move, he covers his eyes, his ears, his mouth and builds up a frighten character. But he does not like that character. So he destroys it all down once more. He grabs himself and jumps. Makes a step. She talked over his action and when he says: "Hey! I'm moving!" She is surprised, and realises that she loves him. Because he is who he is, and every time he shows himself she knows. So she walked down the stairs. "Go easy on your self." She said. "I'll be with you in a minute." He replies. And she went on thinking, the words still colliding in her mind "You finally realised that the girl in your dreams isn't the girl in your heart." She chuckled, a little chuckle. Hope that when he does it will not be too late.